sun, horses, walking, and reading.... perfect!
yes, it was! :-) although my bum still hurts! :D but even though it was really cool with my friend, I kept wishing I could do something like that with him too... But at least something positive: this weekend, while having so much time in nature, and with myself, thinking a lot... I found something that I learned from this "experience" of not being loved as much as I'd like to: I am actually worth to be loved and I can accept more of myself now! :-) And I even started thinking that he's a fool not to come back to me. I'm beginning to be a tiny bit proud! (that makes me laugh at myself, but feels good anyway ;-) ) have a great day, girls!!
hey that sounds good. you are bouncing back! if him leaving you can make you feel that you deserve to be loved, instead of the opposite (which I always end up believing when I am left or screwed over), then you are doing great, and you deserve to be loved, and you can love, and it will just happen :-) I've only tried horseriding once or twice but it wasn't fun that I couldn't sit or walk afterwards, just stand as if I was still sitting on a horse :-) great day at school today - still no students. would be great never to have them back :-D so relaxing, we do stuff but don't need to hurry up, we gossip, share ideas, etc.
I remember now what I like about those long, tiring working days (starting next week, non-stop until the end of September): I get to forget about everything else. I have way too much energy now, enough to feel frustrated :-( :-( :-(
maipenrai...glad to see you around more and glad you're feeling better. :) wow my days are flowing by so quickly. I feel I can't keep up with my work. Ugh...I need a vacation!
I'm bored. I need some excitement in my life.
Granted. ...but the excitment turns out to be disgusting photos posted by a creepy new user. Yuck...have you seen?
I should be able to remove them but cannot. I think it's too early in the morning for me to be able to get annoyed about them.
I could grant all the wishes, I always have something at least semi-funny to say, but I've run out of wishes. maybe I wish I could punch my ex in the face (he is STILL full of crap) but he is in England, too far. (or maybe not far enough?!) but I guess he will hit back :-)
Oh, I would just grant you that, period.
