hmmm that question about the friends is keeping my mind busy... especially when I think about one of the questions I asked myself when I thought about the qualities... do I give my friends more than I get back from them? And I started to think that that is exactly why I'm so hurt right now: I gave more than I got back from him. But I wonder should I have stopped myself? Was it a mistake or is it just who I am? I don't think I could have changed anything. But how am I supposed to get over giving so much and not receiving?? I can't believe how much I miss him...!
I agree weekends can be horrible. give yourself more time. nothing is really real. or, it just simply doesn't make sense. we are just trying very hard to believe the whole thing makes sense and has a point. you can go on moaning as much as you like, if it helps you. sorry I cannot be helpful :-( but I can read or listen. if it helps. hope it's stopped raining.
> I gave more than I got back from him. But I wonder should I have stopped myself? Was it a mistake or is it just who I am? I don't think I could have changed anything. But how am I supposed to get over giving so much and not receiving?? if you find an answer, let me know please.
Pailin, do you watch "American Idol"? I like both guys in the finals, but I've been a David Archuleta fan since I heard him sing "Heaven" at the beginning. he is absolutely amazing.
this is it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZX_3FkswVTM and Maipenrai this one is for you (Josh Groban) hope you don't think it's cheesy, it makes me cry :-) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ls7ila3srzI
a bit cheesy, but I love cheesy songs! :-) and while we're there: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8XHnKSfjTs I just can't get enough of this song. Though it's very cheesy. But lovely. And kinda funny in the beginning too. ;-)
I like cheesy I am just sometimes scared to admit :-) I feel stupid when I am caught listening to something cheesy. (I liked to do that at school when the kids went to computer class, and I was left alone for an hour to prepare their writing homework etc and I always had cheesy songs on. I made a collection just for this purpose.)
oh I love this song, and it is not even cheesy! these guys are just fabulous anyway, no matter what they sing.
I'm glad.... because something very cheesy is on it's way to you Betti!! :D
sounds good :-) I love surprises!! :-) (I have to admit that I haven't found the right surprise to go your way yet but it is definitely coming.)
